How do I stop hating my husbands teaching career?

Advice on what? You married a teacher, you chose to have 5 children, you are a mother and need to stay home with them. Your husband works 2 jobs and sometimes partime--to support you. You are complaining because? Times are tough? WIthout your husband how would you and your 5 children live? You would be much worse off than you are now.